Monday, August 14, 2017

Seek Him First:

Today I started school again and you know it went really well! Praise God! And you know school hasn't always gone well for me there will still be days that it's not the best at all. I'm sure ya'll know what I mean😊😊

But I wanna make this school year great! I wanna trust Jesus and get through any stress with Him!

So this is a message to all my " back to school" people (including me), seek Jesus first! Make Him the first thing you do. Read His word before you read your textbooks! 

Let's put our trust and hope in Him throughout the day, through the school year, and I'm sure all our days will go much better!




But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
   
                            MATTHEW 6:33 KJV

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Summer Tag!

Guess what?! I'm posting and it's not about It's A Choice! HAHA! I was...tagged!!

 I was tagged by Grace's Notes for this summer tag! So I hope you enjoy! And A HUGE THANKS to, Grace for tagging me!!




1 – What is a nickname only your family calls you?

Well I don't have one unless Befy counts, my sister Reya calls me that! And some of my family called me Doc and Cowgirl when I was little!


2 – What’s a weird habit of yours?


My sister says it's me shaking my leg.


3 – Do you have any strange phobias?

I don't like sticky or greasy stuff.... 


4 – What is a song you secretly like to blast and belt out when you’re alone?

Well I song I like to listen to and I'm alone a lot when I do is "More Than Alright" By Isaac Cole!


5 – What’s one of your biggest pet peeves?

People talking about how annoying and unrealistic everything and everyone is in a movie, constantly. I do it sometimes even... and don't always like it, lol!

6 – What’s one of your nervous habits?

I get shaky and talk a lot!


7 –What’s a YouTuber that almost always makes you laugh?

Well one that makes me laugh a lot is Blimey Cow and Becky Coleman's Badge's funny sketches!


8 – What was your first stuffed animal and what was it’s name?

Well if a stuffed doll counts one of the first I remember is Autumn! 


9 – What’s the drink you always order at Starbucks? 

My momma most always orders me a Caramel Frappuccino!! If you haven't had it.... Try it!!!


11 – What’s your favorite comfort food that’s bad but you eat it anyways?

I don't know this one... so I'll just say something I'll eat a lot of and can get unhealthy... CRACKERS!!!!


12 – What’s a phrase or exclamation you always say?

"Bud"... I say that a lot..... and "Oh that's fine!"



13 – What did you use to wear that you would never wear now?

Turtleneck shirts!!


14 – What did you want to be when you were young?
A doctor!


15 – How tall are you?

I'm over 5 ft. I don't really like putting personal stuff on the internet, LOL!!



There is a bonus question I won't answer! 

What are 5 ways to win you heart/become a great friend?


Well I hope this was a little fun! I tag heresclo.blogspot.com and kindredspirits16.blogspot.com!!!


Have a blessed Day!!



The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

Psalm 27:1 KJV


















Thursday, July 27, 2017

Blog Book: It's a Choice-Part 5

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! AHHH!!!! It's Finally here!!! Part 5!!! I give God the complete Glory!! These are His words not mine!!
Before we get on to the story, I'd like to thank  Isabella  and Mackenzie Morganthal for letting me use their twin photos for my book!!! Yay!!! Thanks so much, ladies!! This means so much!!  If you haven't already make sure to check out their sites by clicking theirs names above!!πŸ‘†πŸ‘†


Alright here goes! I really hope you enjoy this!!






Chapter 5


Sunday
   
   Dawn was peeking into the shaded homestead when the tired outlaws arrived home, un-captured and un-followed by the posse. The men were tired and snappy, constantly cussing. But the female in the family was full awake, alive, and ready to take on the world. She hadn’t had so much to do in forever: running all night from a posse, leading false trails, and completely getting out of the law’s grip. Although her family had done the work of diverting the law, she still felt the excitement from it.
 “You seem wide awake.” Her pa’s anger was evident in his voice. “You tend the horses.”
 Lexie nodded. She normally didn’t like her pa just shoving her around like that, but her happiness of finally having something to do overcame the anger from building.
 The boys, all except Robbie, went off to the barn. Robbie headed behind the house, more than likely to bury the money.
 Lexie gathered up four of the horses and headed to the barn to stable them.  She felt like skipping but didn’t know how well that would work while leading four horses.
 As she stabled the animals her mind diverted to the night before; the riding away… her nerves. But Lexie had forgotten about nerves or her conscious telling her to go back. That had all been replaced with the excitement of actually feeling alive. She had felt so dead the last few weeks. So lifeless. She felt like life was passing her by. But actually going out and doing something, even of it was robbing, made Lexie feel so good. So very good.
 After finishing with the four horses she went back for hers. She didn’t see Jack around or his horse in the barn so she assumed that he was already off to work. Jack was already in bed by the time she left last night so she doubted that he even knew she was gone, seeing as how he left before daylight every morning.
 After she finished the stabling for her horse she went inside and settled onto her cot. She didn’t even remove her shoes.
 She was so wound up she didn’t even think she could sleep. She had butterflies in her stomach from excitement. But then her thoughts took a turn. What was she doing? What had she done?
 She swallowed as she felt the butterflies being replaced by sickness. She had, in a way, been a part of a bank holdup. She had been riding all night from the law.
 What had she been thinking? Why had she done it? Why had she found this exciting?
 Lexie felt so ashamed and confused. Her conscious was coming back.
 Lexie’s breath grew short. Oh my. I was in a robbery. I-I-….
 Lexie rolled onto her side and sobs erupted. It wasn’t long until the broken girl fell into a deep sleep.

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  Lizzie’s mind wondered the entire service at their small, local church. She was sorry to admit to herself that she had hardly heard a word spoken by the minister and her mind had wondered at different parts during Sunday songs.
 As her family walked down the aisle of wooden pews she made up her mind to focus on the present moment.
 “That was a wonderful message, very encouraging.” Pa spoke while shaking the minister’s, Pastor Hans, hand. They now stood at the top of the stairs leading up to the little white church.
 “Thank you, praise God.”
 “Very, very, much needed.” Ma said as she reached out to shake the minister’s hand.
 “It’s all God.” Pastor Hans smiled.
 “I liked it too.” Betty said with a toothy grin.
 James, Ben, and Emma all echoed their agreement.
 Then there was an awkward silence.
 Lizzie was looking up at the sky, aiming for them not to notice. But it only made it worse.
 Lizzie removed her gaze from the sky and noticed everyone’s eyes upon her. She knew the pastor didn’t crave praise but her avoiding the conversation about the message was evident.
 “Oh.” She startled. “Your messages are always God given and wonderful.” Lizzie brushed over the awkward scene.
 “Thank you, Lizzie. I pray God will use me this way.”
 Lizzie smiled. “Of course.” She waved bye and quickly dismounted the stairs, walking over to their wagon.
 “Liz, dear.” The prissy voice of Kora Smith sounded behind her.
 Lizzie turned around with a smile. “Hello, Kora, Tammy, Susan.” She acknowledged the two friends that were standing with her.
 “Might we have a word?” Kora said with a smile. Her blue eyes shone.
 “Sure.” Lizzie said nervously. The girls sounded as if they were up to something Lizzie wanted no part of.
 Kora took her arm and they all walked further away from the wagon into a little shady, wooden area. Lizzie’s family had spread out talking to their different friends.
 Kora’s blond hair was in a bun at the nap of her neck. Her bonnet was blue with flowers around the brim. “Lizzie, dear. As you know, the community round-up starts in just two weeks.” Her voice was in a whisper and sounded urgent.
 “Yeah, I know. What of it?”
 Tammy and Susan cast knowing looks at each other.
 “Now, Lizzie.” Kora went on. “We know you’ve always been more on the tomboy side. Wearing pants. Toting guns. But you’re still a woman.”
 Lizzie frowned. “I’m aware of that. And I’m not a tomboy; I just like to wear pants and I wear guns for protection.”
 Kora inhaled in an irritated manner. “Whatever you say, Lizzie dear. But the fact is: we girls are setting ours sights for some young gentlemen. We are seventeen now and marriage is getting so closer in our future.”
 Lizzie was a little confused. “Okay, I’m happy for you.”
 “Lizzie, don’t you have your sights set on a young man?”
 “No.”
 “Why?”
 “I haven’t met him yet.”
 Kora rolled her eyes. “Now, Lizzie. You know lots of nice young men around here. Several, I’m sure, that are very interested in courting you. Why are you being so stubborn? You’re nineteen years old. You don’t want to be an old maid.”
 Lizzie’s eyes widen. “Um, excuse me? I’m not looking for a husband and I don’t think I’d consider myself an old maid yet.”
 “Oh, Lizzie, really. You wouldn’t think you’re an old maid if you were sixty. But the fact is; you don’t want to be the awkward girl. All the girls around will be waiting for a man during the roundup. You don’t want to be the strange one.”
 Lizzie stared at her with a blank stare. Then her eyes drifted to the girls behind Kora.
 “You just think about it, dear. We know you’ll see that being an old maid is quite lonely.” Kora gave her arm a little pat. With that, they turned and walked away.   
 What just happened? Did they really just do that?
 Lizzie shook her head and walked out of the clearing. Those girls were so irritating. How dare they come and stick their nose into her personal life. And why would they tell her to her face they thought she was an old maid? OOHHH!
 Lizzie climbed on the back of their wagon with an angry huff. Her family hadn’t arrived yet.
 She was boiling mad at those prissy, gossiping, interfering… Lizzie paused. But what if they were right? After all, she was passed the normal marrying age. But she never thought she was considered an old maid. Maybe she should start to think about courtship and marriage. She knew some of the local men probably would be glad to come and call. They had expressed interest before, only Lizzie hadn’t given them the time of day. Lizzie huffed. Now she was all confused.
 She glanced over and saw Sam Bailey looking her way. He was one of the ones that had expressed interest. Lizzie looked away. But should she have?

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   It was a simple mistake and she’d never make it again.
 That was the conclusion Lexie came to after waking up, still plagued with guilt. She had thought about it for ten minutes and that was what she resolved to herself. Feeling a little better, she stood up and walked outside. The bright afternoon sun made her eyes squint. She had slept longer then she thought.
 Her green skirt swished as she walked down the stairs. She figured her family was all still asleep in the barn. They probably had drunk themselves to sleep.
 “Lexie. ’Afternoon.” Lexie spun around to see her Pa standing behind her. “All slept up, I see.”
 She nodded.
 He started closing in the distance between them. “Hun, I thought since we get along so well now that you’d like me to teach you a few things.”
 Lexie felt very uncomfortable. What was Pa up to now?
 She shifted. “Teach me what?”
 “Oh, I don’t know. I figured you’d want to learn a little shootin’. You ain’t never done it before.”
 Lexie’s pulse quickened. What, did he just want her to learn to shoot for protection? Maybe he was wanting to include her in more stealing.
 “Why?”
 “Why? For protection, that’s why. A girl ain’t safe anymore. Besides, you don’t wanna go back to sittin’ on that porch.”
 Lexie’s stomach lurched. The thought sickened her. But she couldn’t start learning to shoot. That would mean more helping her brothers in stealing. So it was back to the porch.
 “What do you say, honey?”
 “Sure.” Lexie couldn’t stop the word from coming. It just came out.
 “That’s a girl, honey.” He looked toward the barn. “Boys, come on out and bring some bottles.”
 Lexie numbly followed. Her dark, long hair hung loose over her shoulders.
 Who knew, maybe her pa wasn’t trying to get her to steal. Maybe since she was involved in one incident he wanted her to be able to defend herself in case they were discovered. 
 The boys filed out, all eying her with mischief glee. They all carried empty whiskey bottles. They set them up on the top rail of the corral.
 The boys moved over to Pa and her and in a flash, Pa drew his gun and shot all six of the bottles. Blasting them to pieces.
 Lexie jumped.
 The boys laughed.
 “That’s the way it’s done, girl.” Pa pointed his empty gun at her.
 Lexie swallowed hard, her eyes were wide. The whole thing was startling her.
 “I couldn’t do that.” Her voice was hoarse.
 “Sure you can. Just aim.”
 “How…how do you do that?”
 The boys all erupted in laughter.
 “Now you all shut up. Lexie was pampered by her mom for all those years she was still around. She don’t know no better.” He turned to Lexie. “Now this is how you do it.” He went on to explain on how to shoot the six-shooter in his hand. Lexie paid close attention. Not wanting the boys to all laugh at her again.
 “Here, you do it.”
 The gun was in her hand.
 Lexie’s mouth was dry as she turned toward the six new bottles that Robbie had set up while pa was teaching her how to shoot this weapon.
 A new thought entered Lexie’s mind. She wondered how many people this gun had killed. How many innocent people her pa had pulled the trigger on.
 She lifted a shaky arm and pointed at the first bottle. She tried to steady her right arm and fired. The bottle didn’t fall. The boys laughed.
 She took a deep breath and swallowed. She tried again.
 She fired. Nothing.
 She fired again. Still nothing.
 Lexie paused a moment, trying to still her shakiness, before firing again. Still nothing.
 Again. Nothing.
 The boy’s laughter was louder now.
 Lexie was mad. They actually thought she couldn’t do it. Well, she’d show them. She was tired of them thinking she was the weakling around here.
 She raised the gun up and fired. The bottled smashed to pieces. Silenced settled over the scene.
 A smiled spread across Lexie’s face. Pride swelled up in her chest. She had done it. She had shown them.
 Lexie lowered the gun to her side. She had really done it.
 “That’s the way, girl, that’s the way.” Pa cheered her on.
 The boys were still silent. Or maybe they were embarrassed. Yeah, those know-it-all boys were embarrassed.
 This made Lexie thrilled. She had proved them wrong.
 “You wanna shoot some more, Lexie?” Pa asked.
 Lexie smiled. “Yeah.” She really did want to. This was fun. This was action. This was satisfying.  This was a heap better then boring yourself out of your wits by sitting on your porch.
 Lexie’s mouth was still dry but she was having a so very much fun. Very, very much fun.


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   “Hey, can I come in?” Emma’s sweet voice asked from the other side of Lizzie’s closed door.
 “Yeah, sure.” Lizzie said from the spot on her bed. She sat twiddling her thumbs, trying to sort out all her concerns and confusions.
 Some of her thoughts wondered to the conversation she had with Kora earlier. Should she start to consider marriage? She had always planned to wait for the man God had for her. But did waiting mean she shouldn’t open herself up to the possibility of letting a young man call?
 But that wasn’t her main worry tonight. She still had the worry gripping her stomach. Worry for her sister. The sister who she had not seen since they were nine years old. The sister Lizzie didn’t have a clue in the world where she was.
 “I finished the dishes.” Emma announced as she settled herself across from Lizzie.
 “Thanks for doin’ them. I just didn’t feel like it tonight.”
 Emma smiled. “It’s fine. Hey, what’s wrong anyway? You sure ain’t been acting yourself today.”
 Lizzie sighed. “I’m sorry. I know I was real embarrassing at church today.”
 Emma chuckled. “I thought it was funny. I wasn’t embarrassed.”
 A silence settled over them. Emma waited patiently. Lizzie knew she was just waiting, waiting if Lizzie wanted to talk. She wasn’t trying to force her. She was just there in case Lizzie wanted to spill out her feelings.
 Emma had grown up so much lately. She had gotten so… so mature. She was helping with more household chores and Lizzie and she had really grown closer. Sharing personal things.
 “Em, I had a dream last night. About Lexie.”
 Emma slowly nodded. “Wanna tell me about it?”
 Lizzie was quiet for a moment, then nodded. She told her the frightening dream she had the night before. She told her how Lexie was older. She told her how she was by the bank.
 “I prayed for her. And, as you know, it’s hard for me to mention her. It’s too painful.” Memories would come back… memories of Lexie getting torn from her arms. Memories of how Lexie was always crying and clinging to Lizzie, she always needed her. And yet there was nothing Lizzie could have done to save her sister from being taken away.
 Emma’s face held compassion. “I’m sorry. You prayed. You just have to trust, trust that God will work in her life.”

 Lizzie felt her eyes water up. “I-I just wish I knew where she was. Do you have any idea how it is to have your sister, your twin, a part of you, torn away from you? And you having no idea, no idea whatsoever, where she is?”



But thou, O Lord, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.

Psalm 3:3 KJV

Friday, June 23, 2017

It's a Choice-Blog Book-Part 4

Hey Ya'll! Here it is!! After like a two week delay? Anywho Praise God!!! This is all Him!!




Chapter 4
  
 The noise of all seven Tyson’s getting around the dinner table was quite the racket. Mrs.
Tyson, with Lizzie by her side, was busy getting the hot stew and biscuits ready to be set on the table. The other two Tyson ladies, Emma and Betsy, were setting the table with forks, plates, cups and napkins.
 Pa and the two Tyson boys, Ben and James, were washing up from a day full of chores and talking about a stubborn cow or the upcoming community round-up.
 “Alright, ya’ll, supper is on the table.” Mrs. Tyson said as she laid a big bowl of steaming stew on the table.
 The boys moved from the wash basin, on a small table beside the door, to the table. Lizzie sat the biscuits on the table as Emma grabbed some butter from the counter.
 In a few seconds they were all seated.
 “Ben, why don’t you pray over the food tonight?” Pa, seated at the head of the table, said over the noise and everyone hushed to reverence God.
 “Jesus, thank you for this food and thank you for all your blessings. Thank you for helping us with all our chores today and please help us with the community round-up coming up soon. Bless the food and our health. Amen.”
 Amen’s echoed around the table and Pa reached for the stew bowl to put some on momma’s, who was seated to his left, plate.
 Emma, who was 15 with brown hair like momma’s and seated to Pa’s right, was first to start conversation. “I had the best time today working with Mrs. Kemp. I’m glad I offered to help her clean out her attic; boy, you wouldn’t believe the treasures she had stored up in there!”
 Pa handed Emma’s plate to her and nodded for her to pass, Betsy’s-who was seated beside her-plate.
 “That’s a nice thing you and your sister are doing to help out Mrs. Kemp. Especially since she is ninety and her children don’t live near here.” Momma said as Lizzie passed her a biscuit.
 Betsy flashed a fourteen year old grin. “I like helping her, momma. And she makes the best cookies and lemonade.” Her light blonde hair made her reflected her blue eyes beautifully.
 “Hey, you should bring some home sometime.” Eleven year old James said with a grin as Betsy gave him his plate of stew.
 Betsy looked over to her brother seated beside her on the kitchen table bench. “Well, James, you just might have the chance to have some. Mrs. Kemp needs some heavy things moved that we can’t manage and I told her that maybe you boys would want to help. I told her I’d ask.” Betsy passed Ben’s plate up to Emma.
 “I don’t’ mind. Do you know when she needs us?” Ben said from his place at the end of the table.
 “Well, tomorrow is Thursday, so we should be ready for your help by Friday.” Emma answered as she passed Ben’s plate down.
 After serving Lizzie’s plate, pa heaped some stew on his own plate. “Maybe you boys could give Lizzie a hand with her bronco tomorrow.” He said with a tease expression.
 Thirteen year old Ben grinned. “Having trouble again today, Lizzie?” He joked before taking his first bite of stew. Ben was the only one in the family to inherit pa’s black hair. James hair was a sandy color.
 Lizzie glared around the table at her family’s mocking grins. “Tomorrow’s the day. Tomorrow I hope to break ‘em.”
 James snickered and Lizzie raised an eyebrow at him. “You don’t think I can, huh?
 “Oh, sure you can. You should have heard what the ranch hands were saying before I came in to supper.”
 Lizzie dropped her fork. “What were they saying?”
 “Oohh, just talking about you and that horse. Charlie was talking about watching you today while he was taking a break from fixing tack.”
 Lizzie closed her eyes for a brief moment. “And he told all the hands about that horse throwing me like a ball?”
 “Uhhh… Yeah.” James quickly took a bite of his food.
 Lizzie stared at James a moment before laughter erupted around the table. Personally, Lizzie didn’t see what was so funny.


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2 Weeks later.
  
Lexie sat in a rocker on the front porch of their cabin.
 Trees. Trees and woods are everywhere. She thought to herself as she looked around their wooded enclosed property.
 Lexie shook her head. It wasn’t even their property; they had just found this convenient hideout two months ago.
 Lexie was so bored these days she thought she might bust. Having nothing to do but stare at the scenery at their place was devastating. She had already cleaned their cabin and barn until she couldn’t stand it anymore. She visited ma some but those visit’s usually resorted in her falling asleep on her ma’s grave.
 Everything in Lexie screamed for some life to happen.
 “Hey, I’m back.” Jack announced as he walked into the porch. Lexie had been so bored she didn’t even notice him ride in.
 “I see that.” She snapped.
 Jake sat squatted down in front of her, regret written in his green eyes. “Sorry I’ve been gone so much; I know I haven’t been the best company for you. What, with pa and the boys on lookout and drinking an’ all.”
 Lexie blew out a huff. “I’m sorry I was snappy. I just can’t stand being so bored.”
 Jake patted her hand. “I know. Maybe I can-Well, I’ll be thinking of something.”
 Lexie nodded. “Okay.”
 Jake stood up to stretched.
 Lexie cocked her head as she studied Jake. He was quite dirty and smelled of hard work. Lexie frowned as she found herself really wondering where her brother went all day, everyday.
 “Hey, Jake. Where do you go all day? What do you do?”
 Jake stared at her a moment before answering. “I-um-well-you can’t say anything to pa-but-uh-I have a job near here.”
 Lexie’s jaw dropped and she stopped rocking. “A job?”
 “Yeah, I work for a ranch near here; I got the job about a month ago.”
 Lexie smiled. “I’m happy fer ya!” Truly she was. She was proud Jake had the nerve to half-way get out of this stupid place and start working on making a life for himself. Lexie wished she had the courage.
 Jake slightly smiled. “Thanks, Lex. Means a lot.” He smiled bigger. “Now, I gotta rub down my horse and stable him.”
 He turned and walked down the stairs of the porch and headed off to the corral where his horse was tied up.
 About that time pa and Clyde came strolling out of the barn. Pa was in front, holding a bottle in his left hand. Clyde clumsily shouldered a rifle, his face scruffy from not shaving regularly.
 “Hey, Lexie, sitting again, I see.” Pa greeted as the duo mounted the porch stairs.
 Lexie chose to ignore the remark.
 Pa sighed deeply as he came to a stop in front of her. Clyde leaned up against the right side porch railing; he laid his rifle to the side, up against on old chair.
 “Hun, breaks my heart to see you just sittin’ around like this. Nothin’ to keep you occupied. At least when your’n ma was around ya had her to keep ya company.” Pa’s blonde hair was dirty. His brown eyes dazed from drinking.
 Lexie glanced at Clyde, his face held a small grin. Lexie knew the two were up to something. Pa didn’t give the time of day to Lexie and could care less if she was bored or not. Clyde only loved to meanly tease her so he certainly was up to no good.
 Lexie felt her stomach tightening.
 Clyde spit his tobacco spit straight ahead. It landed to the side of Lexie’s rocker.
 Pa went on. “So th’ boys and me been talkin’ and we thought ya may like to come inta town with us tonight.
 Lexie shifted uneasily and glanced in the direction of the corral. Jake was paused and looking her way.
 “Why would I come into town with ya?”
 Pa glanced over his shoulder at Jake before leaning in a little closer. “Now listen. I thought you could help us with something.” His voice was a whisper. “Now us boys are goin’ to pull a job tonight, the town is just about twenty miles from here. You don’t have to do anything but just stay with the horses and keep a look out. That’s all. It’d sure enough give you somethin’ to do.”
 Lexie's heartbeat quickened, half from anger, the other half from surprise. Pa had never tried to involve her in their jobs before. Never. Why did he care now? And why did he think that she would even consider going on a stealing adventure with them?
 “What makes you think I’d want to do that?” Lexie, her face red from anger, was whispering too.
 “Well, you don’t have anything better to do. And it’s not like you’d be doing anythin’ wrong. You’d just be helpin’ your pa and th' boys out.”
 Lexie squinted her eyes at her pa; her breathing had increased with every word her pa spoke.
 Clyde took a few steps closer and pulled of his old hat. His light brown hair was greasy from not being washed; he had ma’s green eyes; only his held mischief. “Look, Lexie. I can see you’re inchin’ with boredom. Now this here won’t hurt your good pride none.”
 Clyde pointed at her. “You think about it. Just think about it. We’re leaving at 8 o’clock tonight, if you’re coming, be at the corral at that time.”
 Lexie stared him straight in the eyes for a moment before Clyde retrieved his riffle, and the two turned and walked back towards the barn.
 Lexie watched as the barn door closed behind them and she slowly started calming her breathing.
 How dare they ask her to go steal with them, even if it was just staying with the horses. What did they think she was? A common thief like themselves?
 She would rather sit here staring at their drab homestead than go keep company with some stinking horses with her pa and brothers.
 Lexie's stomach turned at that thought. Would she really? Would she really rather stay here then have a chance to go riding into a town? Even if it was aiding her pa and brothers in stealing?
 Lexie stopped rocking as tears welled up in her eyes. What did seem like the better option? Aiding them or having a little something to do? She couldn’t even believe the thoughts going through her mind right then.
 “Lex, what’d pa want?”
 Lexie looked up to Jake, who was standing in front of her. Concern written on his face.
 “Come on, Lexie. You’re crying.”
 Lexie swallowed hard. “Nothing, nothing at all.”


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   The night was dark. The town quiet. Horses were tied behind a bank. One lone girl stood with the horses. Anxiety written on her face. But her face… It looked almost like hers…it looked like Lizzie’s.
 Lizzie jerked awake with a start. She stared at the ceiling, breathing deeply. Sweet dotted her face.
 Lizzie took a deep breath, closing her eyes while she calmed her breathing. After a minute she slipped from beneath the covers and sat on the edge of her bed. Her eyes stared at the dark night's view from her bedroom window.
 The girl in the dream… That girl looked so much like her. Her eyes so much like her own. The girl was familiar in a distant way. The girl just had to be… She just had…
 Lizzie's breath caught her throat.
 Lexie. The girl had to be Lexie.
 Lizzie ran her right hand through her unruly hair, her hand was shaking.
 She hadn’t dreamed of Lexie in awhile. And every dream she had ever had of her lost sister was always her being little. Like Lizzie remember her. Lexie was never her age in her dreams.
 A terrible nervous feeling came over Lizzie. Butterflies took over her stomach. Something wasn’t right about tonight. Something wasn’t right about her sister.
 Lizzie had no idea where she was, who she was with, or what she was doing, but she did know that she was in trouble. She felt that in her spirit. She felt God telling her she needed to pray for her sister.
 “Dear God.” She started after kneeling beside her bed. She ignored the knots in her stomach making her want to throw up. “I don’t know where Lexie is tonight. I don’t know what trouble she may be in. You know how hard it is for me to even talk about her but I’ve got to pray for her tonight. God, I may not know what’s going on, but You do. So please be with her. Please help her with whatever may being going on.”  Memories of the bank flashed in her mind. “And if she’s doing something she shouldn’t, move on her, God, to stop in the only way You can. Amen.”


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  The night was very dark. It seemed darker than usual but maybe what she was doing made everything seem darker.
 The town was very quiet tonight. Everyone in Cape Square must  have gone to bed early.
 The horses moved from behind the bank, causing her to jump.
 Lexie took several deep breaths, anxiety building inside her.
 She couldn’t believe she was waiting with the horses outside a back where her family was robbing it.
 Something deep in her in told her to mount her horse and get out of here. To get out of the mess she was getting herself into. But the thought of going back to that dark cabin before she had to, compelled her to ignore that deep Voice inside telling her to go back.
 She rung her hands together and tried to focus on keeping a look out for unexpected people stumbling across their bank job.
 The night was still and her surrounding view held trees, grass, and backs of buildings. To her left she could see a dirt lane that led from town. That lane is where they had road into town and would ride more than likely ride out of.
 She glanced at the back window to the bank. Through the green blind she could see the small light her brother Robbie was holding. A small sound from the bank caused her to jump again.
 Lexie turned form the window and took in the wooded area behind the bank. It was hard for her to keep her mind on keeping a look out. So many thoughts swirled through her head.
 She still wondered why pa would ask her to come on this job. He never had asked before and the boys and him had always handled the jobs just fine, it seemed like. So why did he need her?
 Lexie paused. Wait a minute. Pa didn’t need her. They had done just fine without her. This didn’t have anything to do with pa needing her. He was for sure up to something else. But what? What could pa be up to?
 “Lexie.”
 Lexie spun around at Tim’s whisper. His misty blue eyes shone in the dark night.
 “They're fixing to blow the safe. We can’t crack it. So be on your horse and ready to go. That’ll sure draw the sheriff and maybe some other pesky folks.” Tim removed his hat, reviling a full head of dark, brown hair.
 Lexie swallowed hard. “Okay.” She stumbled over to her horse.  
 Tim gathered up the reins of pa and the boys horses and mounted his own horse. He clutched their reins tightly in his hands.
 Lexie felt like she could empty her supper. The nerves in her stomach were increasing.
 A dynamite explosion sounded from the bank, causing her stomach to lurch and her horse to snort and get fidgety.
 Tim was controlling the other horses too.
 Lexie heard the sound of a door opening further up the street.
 The tension increased and she mentally chanted for her family to hurry out of that bank.
 Within seconds the trio bounded from the bank and mounted their horses. Robbie held the sack of money.
 Pa led the way as they turned left and rounded the bank. As they came around a shot was fired in their direction. Lexie gasped from behind the line.
 The group kept on their route, going up a hill lane leading away from town. More shots were fired from the sheriff as they sped away.
 Lexie leaned down over her horse’s neck right as bullet flew past her ear.
 But, to her own surprise, Lexie wasn’t as scared as she was thrilled. This was the first action she had ever really had in her entire life. The first anything she had done in weeks.
 But now, as she galloped away, having just been somewhat apart of a bank job, bullets being shot in their direction, her family on a race to get away, she found that she was…excited and super thrilled. 





The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,

Luke 4:18 KJV

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Hey! I don't have It's a Choice part 4 today but let's have a little quiz! Which twin in It's a Choice is your favorite? God bless you all!!😁

Friday, June 2, 2017

It's a Choice Part 3-Blog Book

  It's here! Part 3!! To God Be All The Glory!! Yesterday I was reminded about pressing on in writing by two of my dear friends and here you have all of Part 3! Which wouldn't have been written in time for today unless God had moved on those friends!!

Also a huge thanks to my sister Chloe for editing all these things (so mistakes are on her, lolπŸ˜›), but yeah thanks Becky:D Please check out her blog and web at the links below to find out about her own writing soon to be published!


God Bless you all! Keep Seeking Jesus!!





Lexie laid on the tiny cot in the small cabin's kitchen. Darkness flooded through the room.
A single tear slid down her left cheek, and honestly she felt glad to be crying after a very emotional day. 
 Her ma laid still, warm in a grave. She didn't really know what the future held.
 For the last ten years ma had been all she had; yeah, sure, she had Jack, but as far as that woman figure in her life-ma had been it all.
 Lexie recalled how torn she had felt when she first came to live with ma. She was so frail and frightened but ma had somehow calmed her. She had loved her and cared for her.
 And somehow loosing her precious sister wasn't so hard anymore.
 Lexie closed her eyes and Lizzie's smile appeared in her mind. That was about all that she could remember about her sister. The years full of events had taken away most of her remembrance of what her sister looked like.
 More tears came at the thought of her sister. 
More memories flashed through her mind, memories of her being torn from her sisters arms. 
 She had been so scared when her birth parents had died, she had completely leaned on her sister. Then they were taken to that orphanage, and there Miss. Smith yelled and snapped at her all the time. Then on a clear, beautiful day, she had been jerked from her sisters arms and given to one of the most meanest and one of the most nicest people in the entire world.
Lexie often wondered what had happened to Lizzie. Had she ever been adopted? Was she kicked out of the orphanage when she turned 18? Was she as sad and lost as she was tonight?
Well, she could wonder all she wanted but that wouldn't get her any answers. But...maybe...just maybe... it was time for her to start searching for them.
With that thought she turned over onto her side and sobbed like a baby or maybe just like a hurt nineteen year old.


  
       ...The Next Day                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

 Lizzie let off a yell as she flew off the horses back and landed on her behind. 
She sat there a moment before shifting with a groan. She slowly stood, glaring at the wild, black beast who was prancing around with pride from his latest throw. The horse stopped prancing when he noticed she was standing. He snorted at her.
 Lizzie glared harder and folded her arms. "You think you won, huh?" She made a nasty look. "Well, you haven't. As soon as I'm moving a little better I'll be right back out here after you." Lizzie sniffed matter-of-fact like.
 She let out long groan as she slowly walked out of the corral. Yeah, I'll be back after that stubborn creature first thing in the morning. 
"Momma." Lizzie called out as she walked into the kitchen, groaning once again. 
"I'll be right there." Her momma called from her bedroom.
Lizzie poured her some coffee beforsitting down.
Her momma appeared in the kitchen; she smiled when she saw Lizzie's countenance. 
"Ruff ride?" Her momma asked as she came and sat across from her.
Lizzie rolled her eyes. "I tell you, outta all the horses that pa has brought from the mountains; and out of all the horses that I've broken, that one ouch'er is the toughest, meanest horse I have ever sat or laid eyes on." Lizzie finished with a huff and fold of the arms.
Momma broke into a laugh, throwing her head back.
Lizzie glared and tensed her arms. "I don't see what's so funny." 
Momma calmed her laughter . "Oh, honey, it's just you have been at that horse for the last week and the way ya'll to act it's like-" Her momma broke into laughter again before continuing. "It's like you and that horse have some deep battle going on."
Lizzie rolled her eyes upward. "Well, we do. But I'm gonna win." She winced when her mind was brought back to her aching joints.
Her momma chuckled as she stood, then wiped the laughter tears from her eyes. "Honey, I'm going into town. You wanna come?" Her momma spun back around and bit her lower lip before saying, "Or are you two sore to ride?"
Lizzie smiled sacrasictaly. "I think I'll be alright."


  "I think I'll go and see pa at the office while you go and get your stuff in there." Lizzie said then pointed ahead at the General Mercantile.
Momma nodded. "Okay, hun. I'll be over in a minute." Momma smiled before stepping off the wagon that was parked in front of the general store.
 Lizzie walked briskly, despite her aching joints, across into the wooden sidewalk. She walked past the seamstress shop, the doctor's office, telegraph office and a newspaper office. The sheriff's office was at the end of the line. 
 "Hey, pa." Lizzie said cheerfully as she opened the door.
Pa moved his hat from over his face, putting it back into his head and gave her a warm smile. "Hey, honey, what'cha doing here? I thought you'd be too sore to be riding into town."
 Lizzie face turned to sarcasm as she walked to the front of his desk. "Veeerrry fuunny."
He chuckled and brought his feet, which he had propped up on his desk, back down the the floor. "Your momma here?"
"Yeah, she's in the store, said she'd be over when she's done."
Pa smiled and stood up, coming over to the other side of the desk to face her. "So how did the bronc busting go?"'
Lizzie slightly cocked her head. "Do you really have to ask that?"
"Guess not, honey." Pa smiled. "You'll get him, honey. Did I ever tell you about that stubborn bronco I dealt with when I was about your age?"
She shook her head.
"Meanest, orneriest critter you'd ever lay your'n eyes on. He sure didn't want to be broke, that's for sure, but after fighting with him for about two months, he let me sit on him." He nodded reassuringly.
 Lizzie couldn't help but grin as she stared at her pa. His blue eyes reflected his brown hair nicely. He wore a gray button down shirt, tucked into his black pants. He wore a jacket that his badge was pinned to. Dirt covered his black boots and he wore a brown hat. 
"Well, I'll keep that in mind."
"Good, now why don't we go help your momma get her groceries?"
Lizzie nodded and pa put his arm around her as they walked out onto the street. 
"Anything happen today?"
Pa sighed deeply. "Not today, it's been a real quiet day. That's the way I've come to like it, honey."
Lizzie took in the town a moment. "I know I say this a lot but I know it must be a lot of work being a sheriff."
"Yeah, can be."
"I've always admired you being one, pa. You know that?" She looked up to see her pa's expression.
 His eyes held a twinkle. "Means a lot, honey."
Lizzie smiled inwardly. "I sure couldn't do it."
Pa chuckled and slightly squeezed her shoulder. "Sure you could. You could do anything that God called you to and you set your mind to."
Lizzie wasn't sure why exactly but those words bore into her core.

That NOTHING can stand against

*this is a post I did on my social media accounts* 🎢Oh, yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley Yes I will, bless Your name O...